so tell me, why i ponder upon such things that makes me unhappy in the first place. i'm not like other people. i criticize and dissect every thought that comes to mind, and most of them are derived by my outer surroundings. family, friends, money, school, regrets and lost love can make me become inconsiderate, underappreciative and pessismistic about this so-called life.
i disregard all the success i've gained or the fortunes and talent that i was naturally given at birth. i have to admit, i hate this immaturity greatly.
i'm a happy-go-lucky girl who dreams of reaching the stars.. but i had experiences, disappointments and unforeshadowed failures throughout my life that i never thought of enduring.
this makes me want to go out there and look for an expired soul of innocence to return to me. then i wouldn't need to face the complexities of life that continually awaits me as i get older, and my only obligation would be to finish my homework and be in bed by 9.
but i have to wake up to this reality i've come to know. not only do i have to finish my homework and manage to get some sleep, but i've got to catch the unexpected and surprises life throws at me as i get older..
2 comments:
That's truth right there. I swear I have like a chemical imbalance in my brain because of the way I think.
My obligation is to finish my homework and be in bed too...don't worry, you're not the only one.
Life is just an unsolved mystery. Just have to be ready for whatever it throws at you.
aww
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